Depending on your starting point, yes, I get it. Pounds can be pretty important and an easy tracker. They were for me, too. I dropped over ten pounds in my first round of TurboFire. Even better, I dropped from maternity clothes to a size 8. Even better, my arms went from flab to FAB. Even BETTER, I went from schlepping through life to racing through my goals.
Which is good, because those numbers on the scale stopped dropping midway through ChaLEAN Extreme. I got angry, frustrated. Then I realized I was in a size 6. Muscles were forming and they just take up less room than fat. A pound of muscle weighs the same as a pound of fat - it just looks a hell of lot sexier and fits into far cuter clothing. True story.
It's an ongoing battle with me - what is actually happening versus what I thought when I was younger and far less knowledgable (and also certain that I was immortal). I was always concerned with poundage and convinced that was the ultimate key in what I was trying to achieve. But I was also convinced that tanning was a "healthy look" and cigarettes had no effect on my skin, let alone the rest of my carcinogen-racked body. Oh, to be young and stupid...No thanks.
Luckily, my brain has settled into FitLife Truths and only requires a spanking every now and again. I still have those moments of basking in the sun and thinking "I could get some good color today" before I give myself a little mental ear pulling and admonishing. And I still have those moments when I read the numbers on the scale and put one foot over the edge of the Grand Panic Canyon. You know that canyon; it's filled with things like the Atkins Diet, Thighmasters, and ShakeWeights. I don't sightsee there anymore, though. Which is good, because I'd be a fat and miserable bitch.
Me, 1/17/12 |
Me, 7/31/12 |
Now the other - how you feel - is incredibly subjective, isn't it? But let me share this incredibly fascinating tidbit with you: I can bust through Insanity workouts in ways I couldn't just weeks ago. No lie. When I began this program, I wanted to vomit and had to take breaks with nearly every move. The first time I did Pure Cardio and realized there are NO SCHEDULED BREAKS I thought I might die in a puddle of my own sweat and tears.
Today, I did EVERY SINGLE MOVE. And I did the majority of them without ANY BREAK AT ALL. Now that, friends, is progress. Slice it any way you want, I am stronger today than I was four weeks ago. I am stronger today than I was YESTERDAY. Who the fuck cares how much I weigh? Not this FitGal. And if you do, I double dog dare you to tell me...
So yes, I'll grant you the pounds lost when you're just starting out. But when the plateau hits - and it will - I will not pat your back or hand you a Kleenex. I will roll my eyes and tell you to grab the tape measure, go shopping and try on a new size, and for the love of all that is sweaty (mmmm...Shaun T's chest....what were we talking about again?) - TAKE A PICTURE. It's worth a thousand pounds.
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